Complicated.

Life.

Just 1 word, but have too much meanings.

Life isn't simple, it's complicated.

it sucks sometimes... it great sometimes.

we've done right and we've done wrong...we cry and we smile.

we've succeed and we've failed.

Sometimes.. you have to let go what you've wanted the most.

even when you've tried so hard to make them yours.

And we've got nothing left to do then.

Sad? ofcourse.

And when you wanted the things so damn long and you finally got it..

Happy? No doubt.

Life is choice.

whether you wanted your life to be happy or sad,

Interesting or boring,

or just flat.

It's your life, it's your rules and it's your choice.

Don't make a wrong choice. live your life the way it should be.

You wrote your life with pen, it couldn't be erased.

And don't let the others takes your pen.

Welcome, new life.

haihai :D
pertama................mumumumu lirik lagu ini menggambarkan keadaan gue bgt skrg.


Mungkin pernah ku menangis
mungkin diriku pernah tersakiti
namun diriku kini kembali
coba nikmati indahnya dunia
tiada lagi bayangan dirimu
yang selalu mencoba menahanku

Bersama mentari ku bernyanyi
mewarnai hari-hari
bersama pelangi ku menari
menyambut bebasnya hati ini
tiada lagi yang mampu menghalangi
aku takkan berhenti melangkah
'cause i'm moving on


ehuaehaueha ya begitulah, hari ini harusnya anniv ke 18 tapi karna sudah berakhir jadi ya udah gada anniv2 lagi. Jaga diri ya disana, jangan bandel2 :p jgn sombong2 jugaaa. 


mau share foto! ulangtaun sekolah kemaren, this is my new family called 'frivlouz' ;D my dance squad. Here it is........i'm the red one.

I love 'em so muchy :3

January,

Hai.

First, 23 Januari kemaren gue ulangtaun loh ;) thanks for surprise and gift. Thanks juga buat yg udah ngucapin dimanapun, thanks for the wishes. Thanks for red roses and display pict on bbm my crazy girls, kpp <3

Second,  awal minggu januari kemaren..........single. yap, putus buat yg sebenernya. Karna masalah yang sebenernya gue juga ga ngerti kenapa dan ya dia amat sangat labil. Honestly, i still love him. Those 16 months can't easilly to forget. Too many sweet memories, too many love, too many gift. Lukisan, bantal, kipas, celengan, film pendek, zoro&popuri, gantungan, gelang dll.............semua yg dikamar mengingatkan ttg dia. I hope this is the best way for us, if its not the best way.....we'll see later. Move on? Not now, i'm not ready yet. he'll always have space in my heart. I miss you, 24.

Third, dance life. So far so good, i won many competition and i'm proud of it :D. Bangga aja, walaupun masih junior, kls X tapi kita bisa kok menangin kompetisi diluar sana yg umum dan yg tingkat SMA. I love my team, i love being a dancer ;)

and the last..........

'Im a strong girl who keeps her stuff in line, even when i have tears going down on my face, i always manage to say those two words > I'm Fine' even my heart says no.............

'I miss the days when tying my shoes was the hardest thing to do, now it's learning how to smile when everything inside tells me to cry.'

Because i'm sick of words.........

More Than Words - Westlife

Saying I love you 
Is not the words I want to hear from you 
It's not that I want you 
Not to say, but if you only knew 
How easy it would be to show me how you feel 
More than words is all you have to do to make it real 
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me 
Cos I'd already know 

What would you do if my heart was torn in two 
More than words to show you feel 
That your love for me is real 
What would you say if I took those words away 
Then you couldn't make things new 
Just by saying I love you 

Now I've tried to talk to you and make you understand 
All you have to do is close your eyes 
And just reach out your hands and touch me 
Hold me close don't ever let me go 
More than words is all I ever needed you to show 
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me 
Cos I'd already know 

 

I won't say a words.

 and the last.........

Happy Birthday Kepoy! <=p

Kemaren tanggal 20 september, berarti kepoy ulang tahuuun hihi
Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday happy birthday, happy birthday to you :)


Siangnyaaa pulang sekolah, kan sekolah kemaren pulang jam 9 tuh untungnya. Gue ke bsd deh tuh mau bikin lilttle surprise ;p yaudaaah jam 11an jemput sael dulu, beli kue terus berangkat dehhhh. Sampe disana udah janjian sama temennya kepoy namanya dini dankawan2nya~ udah gitu nungguin kepoy selesai futsal dulu nih panas bgt yaAllah, sael sampe udh mau mati (!)


Akhirnya kepoy pulang! tp ga sengaja temen2nya dini malah ketemu-_- yaudahdeh tuh mereka sepik2 minjem pr ahahaha udah gitu nungguin kepoy masuk rumah sama temen2nya, terus pas udah masuk gue sama sael dateng deh bawa kue ;) 

Kepoynya? Salting ahahahaha masih aja salting~~ lucu. Terus make a wish, tiup lilin, potong kue deh :D abis itu peper2in kue ke kepoy trs diguyur pake selang aja~,~ ya pastilah abisitu dia mandi, ngobrol2 doang sih abisitu. Terus jam 5an gue pulang deh, besoknya sekolah sih hadeh agak males :o  
Kado? adadeh mau tau aja :pppp


HAPPY BIRTHDAAAY YA SAYAAANG, semoga..........semoga...........(doain yg baik2)
I love you, always♥