Kamis, 27 Januari 2011

January,

Hai.

First, 23 Januari kemaren gue ulangtaun loh ;) thanks for surprise and gift. Thanks juga buat yg udah ngucapin dimanapun, thanks for the wishes. Thanks for red roses and display pict on bbm my crazy girls, kpp <3

Second,  awal minggu januari kemaren..........single. yap, putus buat yg sebenernya. Karna masalah yang sebenernya gue juga ga ngerti kenapa dan ya dia amat sangat labil. Honestly, i still love him. Those 16 months can't easilly to forget. Too many sweet memories, too many love, too many gift. Lukisan, bantal, kipas, celengan, film pendek, zoro&popuri, gantungan, gelang dll.............semua yg dikamar mengingatkan ttg dia. I hope this is the best way for us, if its not the best way.....we'll see later. Move on? Not now, i'm not ready yet. he'll always have space in my heart. I miss you, 24.

Third, dance life. So far so good, i won many competition and i'm proud of it :D. Bangga aja, walaupun masih junior, kls X tapi kita bisa kok menangin kompetisi diluar sana yg umum dan yg tingkat SMA. I love my team, i love being a dancer ;)

and the last..........
'Im a strong girl who keeps her stuff in line, even when i have tears going down on my face, i always manage to say those two words > I'm Fine' even my heart says no.............
'I miss the days when tying my shoes was the hardest thing to do, now it's learning how to smile when everything inside tells me to cry.'

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